Welcome back to Fanci Fantastic. I took a little break because it’s been a hell of a year for me. Sometimes you just just need to take a step back and breathe so that’s what I’ve been doing for the last few months.
2018 started with friends and my husband having a good time in a resturant. However after the party and celebrations were over, something felt off. At the time I wasn’t sure what it was but I just didn’t feel like myself. This went on until April when finally I broke out of my funk just before my birthday.
Fast forward to the end of May, my husband and I separated. In hindsight I think that’s why I felt the way I did at the beginning of the year. I honestly wasn’t happy anymore. It’s crazy how your body can react to things before your mind registers. Being an adult sucks.
By June I had separated, moved out and I spent that time feeling sorry for myself. After a month of obsessing and listing to sad songs I decided to snap out of it and get my shit together. By July I started working out and it turns out I love it. I also spent most of my time with friends and family and basically kept myself busy.
August I took a trip to Ibiza and had so much fun. Ibiza was literally everything I needed. I laughed, I cried and I danced until my feet hurt. After that trip there was London then Miami and by the end of October I was starting to feel like my old self again.
Last year absolutely flew by and although its been extremely difficult moving on from a failed marriage. I’ve grown and learnt so much about myself. When you are in any kind of relationship you can loose yourself. You get so consumed with being a wife or partner you forget about what you want. Or even what you need, its insane.
I share this with you because everyone out there is going through something. Life may look perfect on the gram but in reality, we are all out here just trying to figure shit out. With that being said, the greatest thing about heartache and any kind of set back is the lessons you learn. Life will never go as planned and some things are beyond your control so relax. Worrying about things won’t get you anywhere but stressed out. The most important thing in life is your happiness so focus on that and do what feels right.
2018 was the highest of highs and the lowest of lows but I wouldn’t change a thing. If there is one thing that’s clear it’s that everything happens for a reason. I hope you had an amazing year and if you didn’t, I promise you it gets better from here.
So cheers to 2019. May your body be snatched, your edges laid and your sex life amazing…Now lets get this money.